As My Life Turns......

so for all of you who keep telling me that i should update heres my update....enjoy


im done i quit ive had enough. no more drama or complaining or even cursing. If you wanna know about my life, i have a phone call me. Let me know when this is fun to read again.

peace

So yea thanks to all the continuous pressure i joined the adult choir 2nite. I swear i was only there with my mother so that i can study without any distractions and just like that, out of nowhere might i add, P. Mike forces me to stay for practice!! Can you believe that! Half way through practice i STILL couldnt believe i was sitting there! and THEN he reminded me! He announces to the ENTIRE choir that he paid big money to finally get me into choir lol. How embarrassing! lol so at the end of choir practice Andrea gets the choir application paper and make me sign it. As soon as i finish dotting my "i's" here comes Dominique with the Missions Sunday country list and gives me Cambodia. Where the hec is that??? So here i am with my Cambodian skirt (which is quite cute!)wondering how this all happened so fast......


-me

p.s. thanks everyone for your feedback about me wednesday night! you really dont know how much it means!

The weekend went by soooo fast!!!

Saturday: Christinas wedding!! I love weddings! She was soooo beautiful! I cant believe shes actually married..i still know her sa Jedi Master Christina from camp 3 years ago......

Sunday: P.Yeary preaches on Pentecostal fire and ironically the electrical room in the church explodes and we had a fire. So now there is tons of water damage and the the building has been closed. I hope it opens before wednesday because if all of source has to fit into the wired room...what an experience that will be.....we'd start a fire from the friction...lol

Sunday nite: went bowling with the bestest friends ever!!!! I love you guys!! (Cintia you're such a sellout lol) We had soo much fun, although because of Shannon everyone thought we were lesbian but it was sooo funny! And then there was Jessica who decided to scream and dance to random songs playing!! Jessica you have to come down more often you make me laugh. Oh and Bruna...i approve i most definitely approve!!! lol Good times...

Today: SCHOOL WORK ALL DAY!!! ahhhh!! lol

ok im going to bed
-me


School 2morrow noooooooooooo......

OMG!!!! I did it!!! I passed my first LPN test!! 94 baby!!! Holla!! Im sooo excited! I was so stressed last night studying but i walked into school this morning feeling like Eryka lol super smart!! Ahhh im sooo happy!

Oh and Abbi dont feel lonely im always here if you need me and so is everyone else. you have more friends than you think, keep your focus on God and everything will be ok! love you!


ok im out!
3day weekend SCORE!!!!!!!

School: Pretty good...test friday ugh

Church: God continues to amaze me....

Beth: GOLIATH HERNANDEZ!!!!! lolol

I would like to take the time to give credit to Ashley S. because i dont how you work and go to church so often AND do this program and you're still alive! It amazes me! THREE days in this LPN course and im already freaking out! Monday night (day one) i had a mental breakdown. it was crazy!!! 4 and a half hours of doing homework that i didnt even finish because it was almost 11 and i just gave up! Some of the stuff in these gigantic study packets i really dont see the need for! AHHHHHHH what have i gotten myself into...but you know what i want this so im gonna do it no matter what it takes...im determined to complete this although this girl dropped out today..lol

ok im done....im going to study.....

5:30 2morrow morning...Lord help me....

atleast i get to start nursing.....

• × •I N F O R M A T I O N • × •
Name: Jamila
Single or taken: single
Sign: Virgo
Siblings: 1
Height: 5'6

• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: definetly straight
Who are your best friends?: i have  many
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Dots
Any tattoos or piercings: ears
Favorite designer?: don't have one
What is your sexiest outfit?: lol
What is your most comfortable outfit?: pj's
What do you usually wear?: jeans

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs?: no
What kind of shampoo do you use?:  whatevers in the shower
What are you listening to right now: nothing
Who is the last person that called you?: erika
Where do you want to get married?: somewhere pretty
How many buddies are online right now?: 11
What would you change about yourself?: nothing

• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Colors: purple
Foods: anything brazilian
Girls names: Destiny and Khylie
Subjects in school: Spanish
Animals: fish....they dont bite

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?: yes
Smoked?: nope
Bungee jumped?: no
Made yourself throw up?: eww
Skinny dipped?: no
Ever been in love?: with God 
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: oh yea..worked every time ;)
Pictured your crush naked:lol no
Actually seen your crush naked?: nope
Cried when someone died?: no lol i actually
Lied: definetly
Fallen for your best friend?: once
Done something you regret?: oh yea

• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: shorts/ t-shirt
Music: none
Annoyance: the no shirt girls (lol shannon)
Smell: lol nothing
Desktop picture: clouds
CD in player: my stolen cd lol (thanks beth)
What are you listening to right now: erk on the phone

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: my mom
Hugged: family
You IMed: ebony
You yelled at: my brother
You kissed: hmm...

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: yea
Open-minded: depends
Arrogant: no
Insecure: not really
Random: oh yea most definitely
Hungry: no
Smart: lol
Moody: H*** yea (yea i talk to erika wayyyy too much)
Hard working: when i feel like it
Organized: nope
Healthy: no
Shy: every wednesday night
Difficult: occasionaly
Attractive: that depends on who u ask
Bored easily: nope i make myself laugh
Obsessed: with what?
Angry: no
Sad: no
Happy: lolololol
Hyper: no
Trusting: very

• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × •
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: flowers..roses
Tall or short: in between

• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh the most: me and erika
Makes you smile: erika
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: lol erika

• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: no
Save conversations: sometimes
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: once a month
Wish you were younger: older
Cried because someone said something to you?: yea

• × • Y O U R | T H O U G H T S • × •
I know: A LOT more about situations than people think i do (youd be amazed)
I want: a car
I have: many things
I wish: at 11:11
I hate: brussel sprouts
I fear: you
I hear: laughter
I search: for whatevers lost
I wonder: do i wonder???
I love: God (classic answer)

ERIKA you MUST call me whenever you read this......lets just say...the river....

So 2004 has been a pretty good year. Ive changed so much this year and have done so many new things, which means that i actually accomplished a resolution from last year! i had fun this year and 2005 is going to be even better! Im soo excited!!!!


Oh and i bought my practical nursing uniforms today and i was ecstatic!!!


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

<3 Jamila